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10:24pm 05/07/2007
 
music: Oomph! - Das ist Freiheit
I'm not enjoying my job. This thing is still around? I wonder if I'll stick with it this time. Who knows? I just saw Skinny Puppy again. Man, I love that stuff. I hope they miraculously return to an older style of their music. I think the newer albums are straying a bit much from the original sound. Not that I don't appreciate where they are going, but I feel a longing for more of the type of music they used to play.

Also, Otto von Schirach was with them again. I like that guy. And he has an amazing dancing deer skeleton thing that really adds to the experience. After listening to his new album, Maxipad Detention, I remember why he's not my favorite. I love some of those songs, but he's got an interesting take on lyrics. I wish all of his released music sounded more like his live music; I can't get enough of that. Maybe all I'm missing is the volume...

I recently turned 21 and celebrated my birthday by going to dinner with Dan. He's the greatest. We drank a presidente margarita along with two other house margaritas at Chili's before we left dinner. We walked to the restaurant so we didn't have to worry about driving afterward. I can't say we spoke of anything amazingly profound. All I remember of our conversation was an extreme amount of laughing. Good way to have a birthday. Thanks Dan.

Other than that, I'm currently in the middle of eating a box of HEB cookies, living in a great house in Pflugerville, and waiting for this summer to end. How much longer?

Also, I think I'm in love, and don't ask about that because I'll never tell you. If I would've told you, then you would've known, because I've felt this way for at least 3 years. Don't I move fast?



LJ...		  
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03:23pm 27/11/2005
 
music: Godhead - Penetrate
Fuck yeah for jammin with andrew and james! that was badass! Again! Again!!		  
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09:08am 07/11/2005
 
music: Otto von Schirach - Triangle Exit
why is the hellraiser series so good? I want more!		  
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12:57pm 24/10/2005
 
music: Strapping Young Lad - Oh My Fucking God
:) I got my microcontroller hooked up to my pc. It's working wonderfully. I wonder what I can make it do?		  
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10:19am 04/10/2005
 
music: spineshank - stillborn
yay for emotion
also yay for the Suicide Girls tonight
also yay for Nin on the 16th
also yay for cob dec 2nd		  
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12:11am 28/09/2005
 
music: Cannibal Corpse - Puncture Wound Massacre
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08:09pm 26/09/2005
  vulnerability?  
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03:08pm 26/09/2005
 
music: children of bodom - are you dead yet?
things that i love		  
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10:10am 19/09/2005
 
music: Dream Theater - Hell's Kitchen
what a weekend! Amazing		  
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I had fun with this, maybe can you?   
01:25pm 07/09/2005
 
music: Die Krupps - Power
Post ANONYMOUSLY the following:
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.		  
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02:28am 05/09/2005
  Not quite so sober. Austin is definitely great. But many great things are not in Austin. Like people at Trinity. Or Kids in Sherman. Or, quite importantly, My family in Houston. I miss everything that isn't where I am. And there is no one here to comfort me. I know how to deal and cope and stuff on my own, but isn't it just nice to know someone's there? I guess i've never been able to 'know', but i have been able to feel quite confident that someone would be there for me. and that certainly is a wonderful feeling, neh?  
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02:46pm 04/09/2005
 
music: Marilyn Manson - 1996
Need more life		  
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01:39am 02/09/2005
 
music: Nevermore - Insignificant
What do you do about aspects of yourself that you dislike? or if you feel even more strongly than dislike?		  
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11:57pm 30/08/2005
 
music: (muted) CoF - Pervert's Church (From the Cradle to Deprave)
"I miss you darling. I really do..."

why does it suck that it's not me?		  
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yay for Austin   
12:14pm 30/08/2005
 
music: Nine Inch Nails - The Day the World went Away
I've not been here long and things are already insanely fastpaced and crazylike. Just how I remembered it. This is definitely a time of life that will never return. I hope I really do take advantage of it while I have the chance.		  
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*phew*   
10:26pm 27/08/2005
 
music: Sevendust - Live Again
Packing went well! All is good to go. Hopefully I'll get my comforter washed tomorrow and then we're all set. I'm ready to get to Austin!

Adam Nagao and his friends are great! Last night was definitely a blast! instead of packing I went out drinking and had so much stupid fun. It was delicious.

I miss Houston people already. I haven't even left yet. Though some of them have. *shrug* Next weekend?		  
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Defenestration   
10:42pm 26/08/2005
 
music: Skinny Puppy - Spahn Dirge (Live)
I'm going to miss being home. Again. That's ok though, because I'll be happy in Austin. I'll get back together with my friends and all that good stuff. And I'll be surrounded by wonderful new people and everything. I'm definitely looking forward to being back. I'm also excited about the classes because I'll be learning much more engineering stuff. I'll be getting more and more into things that I'm more and more interested in. And education is good!

I love bass. I'm working more and more on writing my own music. Too bad it's all crap. Hopefully I'll stumble upon something I really like. We'll find out.


I've also been playing IIDX like a junkie. Just Wednesday night I stayed up all night playing. I didn't go to sleep until I took my sister and Yui to school. Then I still stayed up for another hour playing and went to bed around 8:30. I would've done it again last night, but I had a dentist appointment. Lousy scheduling stuff.

Why do I have to think about my ex's all the time? I don't like it. It's not fun. But I can't stop. Any suggestions anyone? Anybody got any advice?

So I haven't started packing yet. I'm going to have to spend the entirety of tomorrow taking care of that so I can leave Sunday.

I can't wait to make new friends and see the old ones, too.		  
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yay for being productive   
11:02pm 23/08/2005
 
music: Front Line Assembly - Lifeline
So this summer has truely been the most interesting of my life. For so many reasons. So Many places. So many people. So many relationships. So many good friends. So much new work experience. So much experience of all kinds. And amazing people! Things are going so amazingly correct. That's the only way to describe it all. That all makes me not want to move back to Austin. But I'm also so damn ready to go back. School is definitely the next step for things to stay correct. And I'm ready for it.		  
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Lucky Me!   
04:16am 21/08/2005
 
mood: excited
music: Korn & Me - Porno Creep
So I worked my ass off at the begining of the summer for good reason! I just got myself the sweetest new 5 string Warwick RockBass!! Most hell the fuck yeah! I've been playing all day, and I plan to do the same tomorrow and for many days to come. Oh man, it's sweet! I'm still excited and it's late as hell? Maybe I should sleep? Hell no! I'll play Korn's Porno Creep instead! Because the bass line is kick ass and I can play it now!

I like seeing people. Too bad I can't see many people I'd like to see, huh?		  
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yay!   
12:35am 20/08/2005
 
music: Dark Tranquility - To a Bitter Halt
Amazing night with the Hookah-ness. Too bad skool is so soon. I love spending time will all these amazing people.		  
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