Here's a little insight in to much more nonsense.

"Last updated 83 weeks ago"

Fri, 06 Jul 2007 03:39:45 GMT

I'm not enjoying my job. This thing is still around? I wonder if I'll stick with it this time. Who knows? I just saw Skinny Puppy again. Man, I love that stuff. I hope they miraculously return to an older style of their music. I think the newer albums are straying a bit much from the original sound. Not that I don't appreciate where they are going, but I feel a longing for more of the type of music they used to play.

Also, Otto von Schirach was with them again. I like that guy. And he has an amazing dancing deer skeleton thing that really adds to the experience. After listening to his new album, Maxipad Detention, I remember why he's not my favorite. I love some of those songs, but he's got an interesting take on lyrics. I wish all of his released music sounded more like his live music; I can't get enough of that. Maybe all I'm missing is the volume...

I recently turned 21 and celebrated my birthday by going to dinner with Dan. He's the greatest. We drank a presidente margarita along with two other house margaritas at Chili's before we left dinner. We walked to the restaurant so we didn't have to worry about driving afterward. I can't say we spoke of anything amazingly profound. All I remember of our conversation was an extreme amount of laughing. Good way to have a birthday. Thanks Dan.

Other than that, I'm currently in the middle of eating a box of HEB cookies, living in a great house in Pflugerville, and waiting for this summer to end. How much longer?

Also, I think I'm in love, and don't ask about that because I'll never tell you. If I would've told you, then you would've known, because I've felt this way for at least 3 years. Don't I move fast?

LJ...

Sun, 27 Nov 2005 21:24:13 GMT

Fuck yeah for jammin with andrew and james! that was badass! Again! Again!!

Mon, 07 Nov 2005 15:10:03 GMT

why is the hellraiser series so good? I want more!

Mon, 24 Oct 2005 17:58:30 GMT

:) I got my microcontroller hooked up to my pc. It's working wonderfully. I wonder what I can make it do?

Tue, 04 Oct 2005 15:19:43 GMT

yay for emotion
also yay for the Suicide Girls tonight
also yay for Nin on the 16th
also yay for cob dec 2nd

Wed, 28 Sep 2005 05:13:28 GMT

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Tue, 27 Sep 2005 01:09:59 GMT

vulnerability?

Mon, 26 Sep 2005 20:08:42 GMT

things that i love

Mon, 19 Sep 2005 15:11:38 GMT

what a weekend! Amazing

I had fun with this, maybe can you?

Wed, 07 Sep 2005 18:26:21 GMT

Post ANONYMOUSLY the following:
1. One secret.
2. One compliment.
3. One non-compliment.
4. One love note, but it does not have to be for me.
5. Lyrics to a song.
6. How old you are.
7. How long we've been friends.
8. And a hint to who you are.

Mon, 05 Sep 2005 07:32:34 GMT

Not quite so sober. Austin is definitely great. But many great things are not in Austin. Like people at Trinity. Or Kids in Sherman. Or, quite importantly, My family in Houston. I miss everything that isn't where I am. And there is no one here to comfort me. I know how to deal and cope and stuff on my own, but isn't it just nice to know someone's there? I guess i've never been able to 'know', but i have been able to feel quite confident that someone would be there for me. and that certainly is a wonderful feeling, neh?

Sun, 04 Sep 2005 19:46:46 GMT

Need more life

Fri, 02 Sep 2005 06:40:44 GMT

What do you do about aspects of yourself that you dislike? or if you feel even more strongly than dislike?

Wed, 31 Aug 2005 04:58:41 GMT

"I miss you darling. I really do..."

why does it suck that it's not me?

yay for Austin

Tue, 30 Aug 2005 17:16:37 GMT

I've not been here long and things are already insanely fastpaced and crazylike. Just how I remembered it. This is definitely a time of life that will never return. I hope I really do take advantage of it while I have the chance.

phew

Sun, 28 Aug 2005 03:33:05 GMT

Packing went well! All is good to go. Hopefully I'll get my comforter washed tomorrow and then we're all set. I'm ready to get to Austin!

Adam Nagao and his friends are great! Last night was definitely a blast! instead of packing I went out drinking and had so much stupid fun. It was delicious.

I miss Houston people already. I haven't even left yet. Though some of them have. *shrug* Next weekend?

Defenestration

Sat, 27 Aug 2005 03:58:59 GMT

I'm going to miss being home. Again. That's ok though, because I'll be happy in Austin. I'll get back together with my friends and all that good stuff. And I'll be surrounded by wonderful new people and everything. I'm definitely looking forward to being back. I'm also excited about the classes because I'll be learning much more engineering stuff. I'll be getting more and more into things that I'm more and more interested in. And education is good!

I love bass. I'm working more and more on writing my own music. Too bad it's all crap. Hopefully I'll stumble upon something I really like. We'll find out.

I've also been playing IIDX like a junkie. Just Wednesday night I stayed up all night playing. I didn't go to sleep until I took my sister and Yui to school. Then I still stayed up for another hour playing and went to bed around 8:30. I would've done it again last night, but I had a dentist appointment. Lousy scheduling stuff.

Why do I have to think about my ex's all the time? I don't like it. It's not fun. But I can't stop. Any suggestions anyone? Anybody got any advice?

So I haven't started packing yet. I'm going to have to spend the entirety of tomorrow taking care of that so I can leave Sunday.

I can't wait to make new friends and see the old ones, too.

yay for being productive

Wed, 24 Aug 2005 04:04:55 GMT

So this summer has truely been the most interesting of my life. For so many reasons. So Many places. So many people. So many relationships. So many good friends. So much new work experience. So much experience of all kinds. And amazing people! Things are going so amazingly correct. That's the only way to describe it all. That all makes me not want to move back to Austin. But I'm also so damn ready to go back. School is definitely the next step for things to stay correct. And I'm ready for it.

Lucky Me!

Sun, 21 Aug 2005 09:19:58 GMT

So I worked my ass off at the begining of the summer for good reason! I just got myself the sweetest new 5 string Warwick RockBass!! Most hell the fuck yeah! I've been playing all day, and I plan to do the same tomorrow and for many days to come. Oh man, it's sweet! I'm still excited and it's late as hell? Maybe I should sleep? Hell no! I'll play Korn's Porno Creep instead! Because the bass line is kick ass and I can play it now!

I like seeing people. Too bad I can't see many people I'd like to see, huh?

yay!

Sat, 20 Aug 2005 05:37:27 GMT

Amazing night with the Hookah-ness. Too bad skool is so soon. I love spending time will all these amazing people.

Fri, 19 Aug 2005 17:28:29 GMT

College is Great!
Home is Great, too!

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 05:01:46 GMT

i hope i don't fuck up

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 05:01:25 GMT

and i'm not capable of talking about my feelings.

Sun, 29 Aug 2004 05:00:48 GMT

i think this will be the most confusing time of my life.

Tue, 24 Aug 2004 01:02:48 GMT

So, here I am at UT. I think I'm going to like it here. But as of now, I'm thinking that will depend on my workload. If I'm working crazy-hard I don't think I'll be able to enjoy myself.

Anyway, my roommate is great, the campus is great, and I think I just found the concert listing I was looking for, so I'll be set if anything amazing comes through.

Later, my roommate and I are going to look for our classes and everything, so maybe we will get lost a little less.

I'm still looking forward to coming back home for the MurderFest!